At some point,
promises given out…weigh greater than…the ones kept.
The heft of diminishing worlds…overwhelm delicate scales of time.
An eternity of missteps…lost in tall pines.
Stockpiles of contrasting beauty…yet, no apparent sign.
I frequent my primitive vows.
Though they have snapped and rotted…
Cracked and shattered…
Receding over the years.
Bare and illegible, I must own my incomplete ‘why’!
Seek it out under azure skies.
For without ownership,
I am but a false warrior.
With a fistful of lies.
I drink you in, as though, there be no end.
I ache your ailing spirit, as though, it were mine.
If I were set upon a lost ocean…
Whatever you found to be amiss…I would find.
Lover, it hurts so, when your world…
Resigns to the being of…unkind.
Tomorrow will come and take us away.
Import us to the blues.
Retrieving each soul, as though we were never one.
In the deepest of my smallest conviction…
With all of infinity…
I will understand…
We have only just begun!
The lone chair is everywhere.
Is it only for the lonely?
Traveled the countryside, in search of the deserted, solo seat.
Thru leaf and fallen shafts of wheat.
And, in due course, not a single one would speak.
As the multifaceted traveler, I had to interpret what I was after.
Thus, I took the chair offered me.
It was then that the chill in my bones subsided.
And, the words of, ‘alone’ but ‘not lonely’ collided.
My haven in the woods.
Mirth and musk. Dirt and stuff. Nevermore, do I shine. When… under the weather. Skin so soft…as… flourishing… as well oiled leather.
These are respite places.
Or, so we are told.
But in the interim, a simple plotted gesture for wandering souls.
I tell my lover, to make her aware.
She never hesitates to let me be.
She, alone, understands the expelling of, demons, no one else can see.
It is not mystique I seek.
Nor, blind guidance, from sacred places.
It is the silence that can only be found by…
pursuing to understand…
Understand something that will never be…
Never be completely understood.
Yet, the quest stays like a solemn secret stage.
A critiqued, columned, colloquial,
in which peace is at play.